...as i do about so many people and things that have passed through my life. some i'm glad to be rid of, some i wish i could have kept, in some fashion or another. selfish, i know. the older i get the more i want things on my own terms. and, with the weeding out of my life the people and things that i've had to do to stay (somewhat) safe and sane also comes a bit of sorrow.
i miss you. i sent you an anonymous email today, hoping for a response, hoping for a glimpse of you that is only the parts that i loved so much. i'm doubtful that that's what i'll get in response, if i get a response at all. hey...sometimes a girl's just gotta try. it totally doesn't fit with closing myself off from the small world of people i trust, but i suppose i am ever hopeful.
the day is gray and cool, but i heard spring birds singing this past weekend in the early morning, and the cooing of a dove. daddy says that's a sure sign that spring is near. i hope so. i'm ready for some rebirth.
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